Honestly though? I haven't felt like I've accomplished much of anything this year... Took too long to get a job, and even after I get one, it's not like that's going to do much for me except help with personal expenses and saving for... for what?
Even when I try to look at the USELESS accomplishments, I still haven't done much. Haven't really beaten any games... haven't really drawn or completed much artwork... WHERE HAS MY TIME GONE D; *DRAMATIC FALL TO THE FLOOR* Oh wait... I remember... *glares somewhere*
- ANYWAY. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO THE REST. Honestly I'm not gonna be relaxing and celebrating. Missing work to go to a convention in ... Austin, TX? Like, Tomorrow (maybe). Hm. I haven't really prepared at all so I'll probably be running around my house with my head cut off trying to do laundry, get shit together, groom the brow forest on my forehead... YA KNOW? Important SHINS. Probably wouldn't be worried about it if I didn't have to go to work in... like 40 mins.
But I probably will help myself to Welch's sparkling juice (that stuff that comes in wine bottle looking stuff? SO DELICIOUS) -->[link]
Anyways. Again. ... as far as resolutions. I hope i can get enough willpower to seriously look into a college of some sort. Honestly the idea scares me. I'd rather have money than education...(LOL) and the thought that I might be in debt over the course of the rest of my life frightens me. Not only that... the fear of paying this and failing my courses... and then not only that... but not getting a job for what I studied for... and then not only that... but somehow breaking away from the small world that I know... and not only that... *trails off*
I'd like to be more committed to my artwork too... and actually IMPROVE. I looked back at my christmas stuff from last year, and it depressed me, cause I saw no change in my drawings. I see all of these deviations of those time calendars... their drawings over the course of this year, and I realized... I hadn't even drawn something put on there every month. THAT'S HOW BAD ITS GOTTEN. I used to draw multiple times everyday... EVERY. DAY. And now... :c baw.
~ ~ ~Ah well. Here's hope to a better year in 2010! (lol gonna take sooo long to get used to that!) I hope everyone has a wonderful New Year's! ^^